even if I was trying to help but speaking my mind about those stupid cops assaulting black people(sorry if anyone saw it with out the 'cop' word in it but I just notice and I was really upset when I was writing this. and I had fixed/edited to late and someone saw it before I was able to edited it on time before anyone could see it)
and plus you know this that I posted up Just Found Out What Happen in Milwaukee
and well it seems that the first comment I got on it, was very happy and I can't help but feel there has been a misunderstanding.......
I mean from what they said, they made me feel like I was wrong........and even sending some links in the comment and well
as I said before as a reply I want everyone to be treated fairly and not be attacked.........
and well even if I might of got a little of it wrong, but some of it could be right
like those cops attacking first and causing a mess, I mean the bad ones who seem to take their hate on someone who is different
and well I really didn't want to make another journal until next month as I said before but I just had to after reading that first comment.......
plus I can't help but feel no one is listening to me in that last one, like my words aren't really getting through
I mean how some of the cops (but not all of them.) have been acting is not a good example for anyone and well I know there was a misunderstanding and well when I was trying to explain my feelings and what I found even if it might of been wrong and I regret that but if you all understood my feelings and how I hate the bad cops who have been causing trouble for everyone who haven't done anything wrong and well
me trying to explain while I'm really upset because of the cops being the cause of it all well the bad ones anyway, and how that kind of action can and may cause something to happen
and I want to say sorry to the person who seem to thought I was being mean, well it sure felt that way to me and if it seem that way I wasn't meaning to I just well.
I'm just going to stop talking about that because I'm worried that what I was trying to explain came off as offensive even if I didn't mean to
like if you try to explain something and it comes out as a misunderstanding, and well I just want to say that I don't want to try to talk about it anymore even if I still feel those cops should do the right thing and stop attacking others because of either a misunderstanding or because those cops are racist and shouldn't be cops in the first place.......
but then again what I have to say on it might only come out as a misunderstanding and no one might of saw that one woman record live on what that one cop did to her husband or was it boyfriend?
and well as much as I want to try to stand up for how wrong those cops are for causing such trouble and trying to explain it and well........I give up, so I will just hope that those kinds of cops will be fired
and well sorry again for any misunderstandings, now if you excuse me I'm going to watch something to help me feel a little more better and feel a little less bad like how I am feeling right now and well I might take a few days to myself maybe until monday, and well I will try not to post another journal until September, so sorry for posting up another one so soon.
and well I hope you all are doing okay even after the weather we all have been having and I'm sorry that anything I said before was wrong and came out as a misunderstanding when I was trying to explain it.
see ya in a few days.
again I hadn't notice that I forgot a word because I was so upset and well I had meant to put 'cops' but it seems while I was typing I had forgot and it made it sound that I was being well you know
and well I wanted to fix it before anyone saw it and it comes out as a misunderstanding
and I really did want to fix it before it was seen but it seem one person has and well here is a link to it I'm Sorry I had edited the mistake to late
and again I'm sorry that I didn't notice in time and if I had notice my spelling mistake and me forgetting that one word while typing and well it wouldn't of come out as a misunderstanding to one person
and I really didn't want anyone to see it until I fixed it but now there might be a misunderstanding and well if anyone can understand about when you are typing something but you forget to type a word but you thought you did but then you notice you didn't and you try to go back to fix it but it is to late and someone saw it and might get the wrong impression of you and didn't know you made that mistake and forgot to put a word in the middle and well...........I'm just going to take the few days until monday to myself now.........and I'm sorry for any new misunderstanding to the first person who read this.
and I hope they understand that I was upset and didn't mean what they thought I meant and that I had forgot a word that I thought I typed down and well.......I'm just going to shut up now......and again sorry for any misunderstandings.